Angelic Devotion

forever a fervor of fire beneath
just sealed in my flames
of past action and deeds

i chose to unlock
my flickering flame
untangle the tales
of my sovereign man

his eyes spoke of
a thousand delight (to me)
of men and myths
of passion and creed

a child in da daylight
a preacher was he
cut my confusion
a man on d high seas

he rode by the winds
nightrider was he
raging bull
he charged upon me

a convention he opened
trautmatising my stance
picked me from the congregation
gave me one last chance

a mighty arm dat strangled
choked me from the mass
saw me bleed and dieing
killed my wretched past

he breathed a new life unto me
my sovereign lord at last

disgusted i clothed in shame and misery
never tried to understand his plan
misunderstanding i gifted
to the man who luvd me till my last

November it rained
a rapture i stepped in
entangled in luv
i offered myself to him

in third heaven we embraced
wen the damsel danced
we hid behind from their gaze

the mighty arm
dat slashed the wrist of pain
caressed my dusk driven dark mane

elated i chant
his name by the day
long to be in his arms
wen the stars gaze me as i lay.

Dead Foetus

i spoke an unspoken truth
clandestine i thought...i wud cover with grim
he read me rite across my cloudy eyes
the night she died ...the flowery child inside


i picked up seeds of remorse
dialled the numbers i felt close
chanted the prayers to feel better
still disturbed .............a penance

i assumed ill die of the guilt
but anguish was all i earned
yearned for a smile..... by him
i stood beside my mortal twin

it pricked me .........d question
of y i killed my spawn
is it my desire to earn
fashion and fawn??

i never saw d dawn of hope
till today he never spoke....

i yearned for my trial
than face the guilt & pain
but he chose to make me live
and play the lead in my own game...

Buried Alive

they placed my skull among the remains
remains of my ancestors and my own race

time ticked away, as they had no time to waste
delirium infested moon showered
the final seeds of craze

caked in the soil, moist and tanned
they crossed my hand and took a stand
defeated, .....my will to live ....escaped my carcass
"a lifeless blood drained body cant be awake" they said at last

a hermetic casket
was the last my eyes could see
though paralysed,
i was buried alive

they stuck a blade upon me
a blade with which oozed
the ruby eyed blood stream

they assumed me to be dead
but still my eyes could see
buried alive among the rest
lost the hope to see dawn and her beams...

i longed for life to come and take me away
but twas death that knocked on my door
with her forever to stay.....

Down the Silent Waters

i passed the growing ivy
they turned their gaze away
far across the moonlit lake
where unknown myths floated awake

the moan i heard
raised bubbles
upto the november skies
popped a song so melodic
viewers marched towards the sight

tramped the golden growth
with violet painted skies
cast a spell and the onlookers fell
a rage among the waters
gulped the mass who rhymed

i stared across my casement
a wardrobe floated by
enraged by the masses
i heard their silent cries

dawn replaced by darkness
still i stuck to the sill
felt the touch of my windowpane
extended my ears
to silence and the grim

Christ's Revelation

a thousand fate
left holding on my cloak
can i repeat
the thousand prayers
of my own flock??

i avenge a war
against obscurity for them
as mist, as clouds, as rains & yen
i drape my folks in rapture ....
how lil they kno of how i survive

demons tempted me
a life of sovereignty
but i still chose to carry
even the burdens
of my enemy

revelation predicts
the arrival of the beast
no sooner will the day arrive
wen My Father decides
who survives and who dies!!

Fragile Existence

they smelt lavender in English rains
the greens breed on her ashes again
cremated before she saw her face
even before she knew her name

a daylight she honoured
a night she stayed awake
a song she heard from her mother
and many noises she couldn't take

a breath to catch and a life to save
a battle to be won
a darkness to stay away

sensed a gloom among the mortals in white
masked in the glory of medicines in life
a life to pump in and not to say good bye
they strive hard to make her breath and cry

A resonance echoed , she felt her eyes close
cold sensation down her last bone
white covered this infants plain
yet she was named....
remembered in suffering till this day






R.I.P
Rahel Miriam

01/06/2007 - 02/06/2007

Perturbed

A whisper in the crowd
as she heads down
among her comrades of affection

jaded and lost
as she steps in the hall
thousand eyes roving her direction

one steps out
among the crowd and follows her stride
tries to stand on her toe
and see her world with a pride

a winter of change he wanted in her
but.....
nothing surpassed her clustered mind

a grand sermon by him
traumatised her and
made her mind limp (inside)

her devoted maiden
stepped for her aid
only to find a fallen morbid angel
one step closer too her brain
would blow her peace and perception

questions wound her body and soul
try not to know her
she is a rhyme unknown

Ode to Opeth

( An ode to the people whose lyrics inspired me to think and write and travel the world of illusions..........Many of the words used below are the name of their tracks...)


nothing brings so serene
as the forest of October
starts to harvest

the silhouette of the
funeral portrait
reminds me of
the serenity painted death

though the black immortal rose will
share the dirge of November
in the hours of wealth
commence my isolation years

beneath the mire
to bid you farewell
in the mist she was standing
near her windowpane

in my time of need
hope leaves
and death whispered a lullaby
for absent friends

on the face of Melinda
white cluster paints
the lepers affinity
under the weeping moon

a fair judgement
is my wreath............

............deliverance
by the pain i see in others

i advent to the night and the silent waters
with closure of credence to rid the disease
creating my ending credits.

By My Masters Pride

i howled in d shadows
lifted the veil of sin
canopy of my master
blinded me within

ruptured sores on cadaver
tearing me apart
by my masters toe .....on d shackle
a callous killing i starved

drench me .....in abomination
make me go extinct
sheathed in desolation
a vicious circle sinks in

fangs dig deeper
of my sinister past
inches me nearer
to survivals one last chance

Doctrine of Agony

she breathes by the moonrise
a wall to cross again
beneath the calmness
rests an anger upon her stare

she looks past d window
a dogma to sign
a fluid understanding
of the treachery and d lie.

she hangs on the extreme
battling for her share of air
fell amid d clay
a brawl to dictate her ways

encrusted in miseries
her fall was a disclosure
testimony for her time
to be run over by nine

clawed to her doctrine
she leaped towards d Nile
drowned in the beauty
of pain and denial.

Dearth

i await for arrival
in the stone cold eerie wind
whisper the mourning silence
her green blue bleak eye stint

conceived an understanding
as she tore her gaze from me
systematic she ripped off
the winter from the winds

denial , she tasted
from her unborn wretched twins
perched upon the willow tree
her execution made her history

Avril et Mai

i went back to ponder
how April passed by
d cold chilly winter
melted down
d windows ice

it was he who waved
a final goodbye
with sorted out black roses (for me)
a brethren to join by

they walked up the moors
covered great mountains soon
to see the holy carved eye
upon the cypress star shine

cover me with fever
freeze me down my spine
bring those cold December's
celebrating d holy days

embrace my liquid fragrance
that made me sin my ways
make me yours forever
as April mates the May

Nocturnal visions

keep me far from the lantern
afar...... where the unheard cold sings
make me blind in the darkness
where creeps d unborn sin

across the gruesome corner
where the shiny sphere ball blings
i saw my own reflection
unable to remember my past stings

let my arms
search for the ordnance
to kill d ghosts of my past
who made believe the tales
of my life and the untrue wrath

their acts of thousand ages
percolated through my skin
made me taste my own dishonour
named me wrath child instead

faint flames flickering the tower
the last my eyes could see
plagued before the sunrise
i was d only one to be smeared

Minced Me

amidst the chaos
she heads her home
among brutalities
she cleanses her
impure blood of me

lead me home
she winces in pain
from the cliff I'm hanging
going down my own grave

buried my existence
she walks away from my chain
moth covered sheets of stain
sampled tested blood
she carries the deadly grains

minced meat stuck in d drain
ascending d stairs
she found her trouble starting to stare

over the windowpane
she spotted blood on d sill
her grin on her lip saw
my body hanging on her cherry tree

midnight massacre

darkened dampen roads reveal
dressed up whores ready to unveil
stripped out shame and traded flesh
spreading among cartilage hungry men

silence slashed d wrist of shame
wen she entered with face full of pain
white was sober in her mane
black covered her insecure plain

toppled men covered their face,
woman laughed loud in insane,
where hath she entered, this beautiful dame
right in d dungeon of dirt and the games.

hung her head so low to the ground
her eyes reflected
in the rain drenched lands
eerie touched d skin of filth's
as she sat under the devils ring

a step towards her, took he
was among the few who planned this
touched the black robe she hid her plain
burned to the ground was he
set afire in her blaze of glory

so pure was she,
her gaze met the eyes of the burning beast
massacre she set
wherever she went

silence was all she could churn
another thunder she went insane
ripped her flesh and untied her mane
pool of blood oozed down her lane

cried and ran away
away in the forbidden forest to stay
never heard , never to be seen

massacre she set
wherever she went

Black Mottled Might

paint my face with blood sweat n tears
write my story in dim dark lights
sit on d creepy corridors
and begin my lonesome fight

born to the grim and aloof
distant faces i remember
might say my birth was a plight
to save their lusty night

mother of pain n boredom
bring me close to you
let thy darkness engage me
in d game of gloom n doom

clip my mind that makes me
wander for the light
entwine me in the misery
of darkness and its might

make me cry and torture me
let the walls too hear
the tales of cryptic angel
her anger and her snare

what might she used to carry
onlookers cursed by d stare
black immortal chamber
her portrait still remains

Amazin grace

it struck 10..
its my time to begin
reached my hands
to the bloodspread knife

i see the tanned face..
speakin a housand disgrace
he killed my grace..
and there she lies in her grave

his simple deeds of skinnin her mortal soul
began wen i met her at her door
in the vast lights
the darkness met his minds

plotted against my sweet nymph
killed her and scurried he bodies within the earth
but her cry still can be heard
her dark screech reached my ears

now beside me lies my own twin soul
plotted against my own fair dear love
lie awake as i make him bleed his way
back there where my grace awaits

into her grave he will abide
restin his soul he will decide
"o mighty grace .......y did i kill your beauiful fate "

the chime........ decided the time
its struck 10
time for me to make it cum to an end

ur time here gets d final ring
say ur final prayers
as u join the grim

grace for u i do
grace for u i kill

rest in peace grace
i still luv ur sweet face

Decimated Dreams

as i wait in this cold celled dungeon,
thoughts running down about vengance,
will i see d lght of morow

every word u said i believed,
every flesh u showed,
i decieved
now im killin all for u

locked up in the cage of deciet,
nvr knu u wud defeat,
everythin just turns back in for me..


Moonlit sky paints sorrow
the ghouls of omen bring morose
still i heed the hymns of survival
my own revival
without denial


thought we be far away from here,
a place of our own and no one to sneer,
but this illusion was all dat i saw

u left my carcass to be devoured upon,
left me after playin this game for sure,
still my last thoughts were of u.

how could u my sweet dear lady,
after all ive done for u till this day
y u left me to be dead!!!


Moonlit sky paints sorrow
the ghouls of omen bring morose
still i heed the hymns of survival
my own revival
without denial

nvr thought ud play this game,
trust for sure was in ur name,
but im stuck here with this wrath of insanityyyyyyyyyyy....

dont shun me in this dark
dnt shut ur eyes this time
ull pay for this in sum way

swear on my rottenin putrified cartilage
on my everlastin pain and burnin enrage,
lust will engulf u my angel,
always rmbr that in my name